I tried to start at the beginning, but I wasn’t sure where that was.
Major life disruptions can mess with time and the order of events. Days blur, dates blur and the conventional measure of time no longer exists. Time can help restore things to something that resembles normality, but it can also feel loaded with more questions than answers and more anxiety than relief. I have chosen to write as I remember, allowing stories to stem from a feeling or a trigger as opposed to trying to put in order something that might always feel like a mess.